The New Year

So, clearly, I'm not much good at resolutions. I'll keep trying though. My holidays were cramped and busy, and exhausting for familiar reasons. I love my family, but going home is like a trip through time, and I don't want it. I have a very difficult, tense relationship with my family, and there's not a lot I can do around some members but conform to some pretty specific expectations. Thankfully, I took the manfriend, and it wasn't quite so bad. Between me, him and the dog, we got a lot of junk to take home. 5 Christmases. 5! I was so tired, and I've been riding that wave since. I spent last night with some friends, but I'd rather have napped, haha. I'm turning into such a quiet person, socially, but I like it. This year, my resolutions are personal. I've spent years trying to fight for my health, mental and physical, and that fight continues. But I'm looking to expand, I want to do something to better my life in an immediate way, and that's why I need to keep writing. That's why I will.